autumninnewyork

1. Learn what neuroblastoma means.

2. Be brave for mommy.

3. Attend the funeral for both of my parents.

4. Decide to stop treatment.

5. Be happy with the life I do have.

6. Not be afraid of dying.

7. Accept that there are limits to what I can do physically.

8. Tell people I'm okay with it.

9. Listen to Will tell me about Lynn.

10. Realize that I could save him for other women but not myself.

11. Ending my relationship with Will

12. Make new friends while knowing I might not have the chance to really get to know them.

13. Watch my grandmother watching me die.